winter soldier

b. medusa 14 March 2008

taking a brief pause in my hiatus to let folx know about the ivaw winter soldier proceedings which began mar. 13th & are going on thru the weekend. visit the how to watch page for information on watching the proceedings online (both live & on-demand), via satellite (fstv), or public access. it goes w/o saying this is being ignored by mainstream media & organizations, including most of the so-called progressive left-wing.

for those who don’t know, this is the second winter soldier gathering, the first was held by vvaw during the vietnam war.

first (& maybe last) ‘08 rant

b. medusa 1 January 2008

don’t read this post if you suffer from various forms of depression. i don’t want to be responsible for instilling feelings of despair (in anyone other than myself). you’ve been forewarned. and to borrow a phrase of a blogger i respect: no drive-by psychology either.

maybe last rant? cause i’m seriously not feeling this blogging thing much anymore. i’m thinking of giving the whole thing over to my guest blogger mojo, he’s better @ it than i am. btw he did find a companion. but i digress…

so why isn’t there a another way of acknowledging the various holidays of this season other than sticking the word ‘happy’ in front of them? if there is, somebody please inform me. i don’t want to be rude (most of the time), so i’ll usually give someone the *appropriate* *happy* greeting, but…i’m not particularly happy about anything that’s going on in the world, & saying “happy this” or “happy that” feels like cognitive dissonance. hmm, i guess its one of those things that only slaps you upside the head when you hear about perfectly good public housing scheduled to be bulldozed just in time for xmas in new orleans. or the economy. or the war. or global warming. or politicians (yes, ALL of them). or something as simple as when you find yourself saying “happy holidays” back to the crackhead who prolly stole your patio furniture.

looong ago i got discharged from the army for depression & felt stigmatized about it. obviously there was something wrong w/ me, & the most important thing was to keep anyone else from finding that out. but one day @ one of the shitty jobs i’ve had since getting out (not that being in wasn’t shitty but that’s another rant), a supervisor related to us lesser proles that people who think too much get depressed. i asked her if she were ever depressed, she smiled @ me (pityingly i thought) & said no. “so obviously you don’t think too much then.” i couldn’t have stopped myself from saying it, even if i wanted to, which @ the time i didn’t. the job sucked, & she was a thorn in my side. it was such an instantly liberating thought & i’ve become increasingly less stigmatized about my dis-ease (i now regret that this may have come @ any cost to her).

i’ve revised the thought however: if you’re not depressed, you haven’t been paying enough attention.

for anyone in the military considering leaving by whatever means are available to you, i’ve had so-called good jobs (ie good pay & perks), but i’ve worked more shitty jobs than good ones because of lack of education & an mos that was meaningless after i got out (remember some of those lies the recruiter told you?). NOT because of the type of discharge.

this rant shouldn’t just be un-happy thoughts. this is the 20 year anniversary of my discharge from the army, definitely a cause for celebration. shortly after that i turn 50, another cause for celebration when that day comes. once i wanted to live to be 100, but every day i pay attention i’m *happy* that’s unlikely. i’ll turn 50 on the same day of the week i was born, i think astrologically all this is supposed to be significant. i’m a skeptic, but i do like synchronicity.

“saturday’s child works hard for it’s living.” no doubt.

my new year’s wish (i don’t do resolutions), same as it was:
   glimpses of
      humanity
      compassion
      empathy
      intellect
      foresight
      radical action
   do not sustain me
   the best i hope for is that nothing truly fucked up happens
   before my sentence on this planet is up

i’m talking waaaay more fucked up than what most can imagine. unfortunately i have no problem imagining the worst & little of what has transpired in the last 49.416 years has met my “truly fucked up” criteria. that’s not to say nothing truly fucked up has occurred in the last 5 decades (katrina aftermath would be the example of an exception). i just have such low expectations of us humans that i know it can & prolly will get much worse, unless there are a lot more than mere glimpses of what we need for change.

happy? new year

cat match

mojo 17 December 2007

mojo blogging

guest blogger mojo coltrane - yes, i’m back. mommy’s taking a break from blogging, so i’m gonna take up the slack & see if i can get my mack on ;-]

iso feline friend

single sensitive playful male, pale yellow tuxedo tabby, 9 mos old, 11 lbs (last time mommy weighed me) seeks female companion approximately my age or younger. dark domestic long haired beauty preferred, but compatibility more important than looks. must like my mommy & daddy, mommy will only choose a cat that chooses her. mostly i’m looking for someone who’s intelligent, affectionate & playful like myself. i enjoy running through the house @ top speed (there’s lots of stairs, yippee!), catching bugs, long naps, baths, getting my claws clipped (not really, but mommy would want me to say that), giving kisses & lots of petting. you’ll enjoy a long & happy life w/ my parents. you’ll never have to go outside, you can lay on the furniture, you’ll have lots of toys, you’ll never go hungry, & you’ll get lots & lots of affection. their last cat (i never met him, but they talk about him constantly) was with mommy from the time he was 8 weeks until he passed away @ the ripe old age of 17. mommy & daddy spoil me even though i have a few bad habits, but i’ve never clawed the furniture, chewed any cords, or pottied outside my litter box. i’m neutered & up-to-date on all my shots & tests. you should be spayed & your current caretakers should have access to records of tests & shots. of course if you’re still too young now, mommy & daddy will get all that stuff done later. if you’re in the baltimore area & think we’d make a purrfect pair, please respond.

rants, musings (& some link love) b4 the end of yr

b. medusa 10 December 2007

today is International Human Rights day. so let’s begin shall we…

EDIT: just found this after completing the post:

Seven Year Old Alexis Goggins Shot Six Times Protecting Her Mother

A 7-year-old-girl is being hailed as an “angel from heaven” and a hero for jumping in front of an enraged gunman, who pumped six bullets into the child as she used her body as a shield to save her mother’s life.

Alexis Goggins, a first-grader at Campbell Elementary School, is in stable condition at Children’s Hospital in Detroit recovering from gunshot wounds to the eye, left temple, chin, cheek, chest and right arm.

“She is an angel from heaven,” said Aisha Ford, a family friend for 15 years who also was caught up in the evening of terror.

The girl’s mother, Selietha Parker, 30, was shot in the left side of her head and her bicep by a former boyfriend, who police said was trying to kill Parker. The gunman was disarmed by police and arrested at the scene of the shooting, a Detroit gas station. Police identified him as Calvin Tillie, 29, a four-time convicted felon whom Parker had dated for six months.
[…]
Ford said she dialed 911 on her cell phone as she walked into the station.“The first operator clicked off and I dialed again and told that operator a guy with a gun was holding me hostage with a mother and baby and threatening to kill us. I told her the name of the gas station and then she said they didn’t have a unit to send.”Ford said she paid for $5 of gas and slowly returned to the vehicle, stalling for time as she handed Tillie the change. She said she kept stopping and starting the pump, hoping the police would show up.“I told him I needed more gas and took money out of my purse and went back into the station,” she said. The attendant, Mohammad Alghazali, 30, said he noticed Ford was crying and she told him what was happening. He called 911 as he heard shots coming from the vehicle.
[…]
Alghazali said a police car on a street nearby arrived in less than a minute after his call.

an update on her condition can be read here. a fund has been set up for Alexis, checks should be made out to the Alexis Goggins Hero Fund & sent to the following address:

Campbell Elementary School
c/o Alexis Goggins Hero Fund
2301 E Alexandrine St
Detroit, MI 48207

for information, call (313) 494-2052

ADDITIONAL INFO (courtesy of all about race): Alexis is a special needs child, due to a massive stroke she suffered as an infant. she walks with a limp & has a weak left eye. her right eye was just removed.

Alexis, who walks with a limp, slipped momentarily on the icy sidewalk and as she helped the girl up, she saw the man and recognized him as Tillie. He was holding a gun.
[…]
Before Tillie could fire again, Alexis jumped over the seat between her mother and the gunman and begged him not to shoot her mother.

The police report said Tillie “without hesitation” pumped six shots into the child.

G*TD*MN M*THAF*CKIN SORRY *SS PIECE OF SH*T!!!!!

(i don’t usually bleep myself here, but i don’t want to be excessively disrespectful to my readers. all 2 of them.)

also contact the msm & ask them why they’ve ignored this story.

CNN
Phone: 404-827-1500

Fox News Channel
Phone: 212-301-3000

ABC News
Phone: 212-456-7777

CBS News
Phone: 212-975-4321

NBC
Phone: 212-664-4444

MSNBC
Phone: 201-583-5000

Newsweek
Phone: 212-445-4000

Associated Press
Phone: 212-621-1500

Reuters
Phone: 646-223-4000

United Press International
Phone: 202 -898-8000

i don’t have to tell you why this is a human rights (as well as police brutality) issue do i?

i can’t believe i missed this story until now. much respect & gratitude to Sylvia, Nez, Carmen D., Ann & all other bloggers covering this.


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jimi’s birthday

b. medusa 27 November 2007

“I pick up my ax
and fight like a farmer now . . .”
- Jimi Hendrix (November 27, 1942 – September 18, 1970)

day one…

b. medusa 25 November 2007

of 16 days of activism against gender violence (see sidebar logo), running from Nov 25 - Dec 10. this year’s 16 day campaign theme is “Demanding Implentation, Challenging Obstacles: End Violence Against Women.” today (Nov 25) is The International Day Against Violence Against Women.

The International Day Against Violence Against Women

other important days include:

Nov 29 - International Women Human Rights Defenders Day
Dec 1 - World Aids Day
Dec 10 - International Human Rights Day

finally the Carnival Against Violence Against Women is being held @ Black Looks. deadline for submissions is Dec 6. please head over there for more info (additional info & links on the 16 day campaign can be found there also).

a veteran’s day recap

b. medusa 12 November 2007

posted the day after because we vets are so easily forgotten. how many times have you seen “Support Our Vets”?

UPDATE: Military demands return of bonus pay from wounded vets (h/t to pudgyindian)

Wounded Vet Told To Pay Back Bonus
Partially-Blinded In Iraq, GI Billed For Army Signing Bonus; Pentagon Admits Mistake


Veterans more likely to be homeless

WASHINGTON (CNN) — More than 25 percent of the homeless population in the United States are military veterans, although they represent 11 percent of the civilian adult population, according to a new report.

On any given night last year, nearly 196,000 veterans slept on the street, in a shelter or in transitional housing, the study by the Homelessness Research Institute found.

“Veterans make up a disproportionate share of homeless people,” the report said. “This is true despite the fact that veterans are better educated, more likely to be employed and have a lower poverty rate than the general population.”

[…]

Veterans such as Jason Kelley find themselves in a Catch-22, not able to find a job because of the lack of an apartment, and not being able to get an apartment because of not having a job, The Associated Press reported.

“The only training I have is infantry training, and there’s not really a need for that in the civilian world,” the AP quoted Kelley as saying in a phone interview. In addition, he has been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, he told the AP. Kelley served in Iraq with the Wisconsin National Guard, the news agency said.

full article (h/t to ABB)


Military Sexual Trauma

Roughly one in seven of America’s active duty military soldiers is a woman, but a NOW investigation found that sexual assault and rape is widespread. One study of National Guard and Reserve forces found that almost one in four women had been assaulted or raped. Last year alone, almost 3,000 soldiers reported sexual assault and rape by other soldiers.

In one of the only national television broadcasts of the issue, NOW features women who speak out for the first time about what happened. One woman recounts her ordeal of rape by her superior officer. Many more don’t report the incidents for fear of how it will affect their careers. The shocking phenomenon has a label: military sexual trauma, or MST. NOW meets women courageously battling to overcome their MST, bringing light to an issue that’s putting the Army in shame.

read the transcript
watch the video


Veteran Dies After VA Refuses Treatment For Days

Since Walter Reed is considered the military’s premier medical facility, many are now questioning the condition of military and veteran facilities around the country.

Today we look at the story of a 58-year-old Vietnam veteran named Willie Dougherty. He died in October after suffering two pelvic fractures. His family says he died because he was refused treatment.

full transcript


Monsanto’s Agent Orange: The Persistent Ghost from the Vietnam War
Meryl Nass, MD

From 1962 to 1970, the US military sprayed 72 million liters of
herbicides, mostly Agent Orange, in Vietnam. Over one million
Vietnamese were exposed to the spraying, as well as over 100,000
Americans and allied troops. Dr. James Clary, a scientist at the
Chemical Weapons Branch, Eglin Air Force Base, who designed the
herbicide spray tank and wrote a 1979 report on Operation Ranch Hand
(the name of the spraying program), told Senator Daschle in 1988,

“When we (military scientists) initiated the herbicide program in the
1960s, we were aware of the potential for damage due to dioxin
contamination in the herbicide. We were even aware that the ‘military’
formulation had a higher dioxin concentration than the ‘civilian’
version due to the lower cost and speed of manufacture. However,
because the material was to be used on the ‘enemy,’ none of us were
overly concerned. We never considered a scenario in which our own
personnel would become contaminated with the herbicide.”

quoted by Admiral Elmo R. Zumwalt, 1990
[…]
By 1983, 9170 veterans had filed claims for disabilities that they
said were caused by Agent Orange. The VA denied compensation to 7709,
saying that a facial rash was the only disease associated with
exposure.

Congress passed the Veterans’ Dioxin and Radiation Exposure
Compensation Standards Act of 1984 in response. It required the VA to
appoint a ‘Veterans’ Advisory Committee on Environmental Hazards’ to
review the literature on dioxin and submit recommendations to the head
of the VA.

According to Admiral Elmo Zumwalt, “The VA.directly contradicted its
own established practice, promulgating instead the more stringent
requirement that compensation depends on establishing a cause and
effect relationship,” improperly denying the bulk of the claims.

full article

fast forward to DU


Military may ease standards for recruits
By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Writer

WASHINGTON - Faced with higher recruiting goals, the Pentagon is quietly looking for ways to make it easier for people with minor criminal records to join the military, The Associated Press has learned.

The review, in its early stages, comes as the number of Army recruits needing waivers for bad behavior — such as trying drugs, stealing, carrying weapons on school grounds and fighting (hate crimes? - b. medusa 1) — rose from 15 percent in 2006 to 18 percent this year. And it reflects the services’ growing use of criminal, health and other waivers to build their ranks.

Overall, about three in every 10 recruits must get a waiver, according to Pentagon statistics obtained by AP, and about two-thirds of those approved in recent years have been for criminal behavior. Some recruits must get more than one waiver to cover things ranging from any criminal record, to health problems such as asthma or flat feet, to low aptitude scores — and even for some tattoos (spider webs? swastikas? - b. medusa 2).

full article

1, 2Hate Groups Are Infiltrating the Military, Group Asserts

just fuckin’ stop it, ok

b. medusa 4 November 2007

this shit frickin annoys and/or sickens me:

  • infantilizing women
  • Why is is blogging for justice the same thing as “protecting our women”? Who do black women belong to in this case? Why do we assume that the person/people doing the protecting aren’t rapists themselves? Why is the answer to a rape culture to “protect” women rather than changing a rape culture?
    […]
    And why are Megan Williams and the Dunbar Village victim the only survivors of sexual violence being talked about in this campaign??? Does violence against black women not count when it is black lesbian women being violated and imprisoned for protecting themselves?

    some of the same questions/trepidations i’ve had. bfp articulates them beautifully.

  • victim blaming
    • Why did Megan Williams go out with this white guy, let him beat her, and then go back for more, only to be taken hostage by him and his family? Didn’t she know that one of these people had been convicted of killing his own mother or something? (via vox ex machina)

    • women enabling or engaging in patriarchial boyshit isn’t bad enuf, some of them have to take it to the level of excusing rape?

    now that fuckin infuriates me. it also hurts me.

    vox has the best comeback i’ve seen yet:

    It doesn’t matter what her IQ is. It doesn’t matter that she had a previous relationship with her tormenters. It doesn’t matter if a woman is a single mom, unemployed, a sex worker, walking alone after dark, or “dressed like a slut.” (or what some refer to as “groupies”, or “golddiggers”; where did you get those fucking terms from anyway? - b. medusa)

    Believing any woman “deserves” to be abused, assaulted, raped, tortured, or murdered because she is “stupid” or “should have known better” or “was asking for it” is reprehensible.

theys

b. medusa 4 November 2007

“they always tell you what they’re gonna do before they do it.”

a thought that has been shared more than once by some of my friends & i. not necessarily while we were passing joints either. they being the conspiratorial they. or them, take your pick. sounds delusionally paranoid doesn’t it? but its a thought that runs through my head when i watch or read more or less far-fetched fiction (terminator, matrix, universal soldier, etc). then i console my paranoid ideas with the thought, “nah, even they couldn’t be that
stupid.”

then i see shit like this:

…Leading the field is the USA, of course, with 5,000 robots deployed in Iraq alone, everything from a nine-pound Dragon Runner, a “throwbot” that can be tossed over a wall, out a three-story window or up a flight of stairs, to the Special Weapons Observation Remote Reconnaissance Direct Action System (SWORDS), armed with an M249 rifle. All these systems are still controlled by a human, but that will soon change. Noel Sharkey wrote recently in The Guardian:

[F]ully autonomous robots that make their own decisions about lethality are high on the US military agenda. The US National Research Council advises “aggressively exploiting the considerable warfighting benefits offered by autonomous vehicles.” They are cheap to manufacture, require less personnel and, according to the navy, perform better in complex missions. One battlefield soldier could start a large-scale robot attack in the air and on the ground.

This is dangerous new territory for warfare, yet there are no new ethical codes or guidelines in place. I have worked in artificial intelligence for decades, and the idea of a robot making decisions about human termination is terrifying.

The Pentagon is taking its cue from a 1995 dystopian movie, Screamers, which features a fighting robot called Autonomous Mobile Sword…

Robot Nation by Linh Dinh
Dissident Voice/ November 3rd, 2007

delusionally paranoid, eh?

rescue is only for the rich

b. medusa 3 November 2007

you prolly think life is precious, dontcha? all life. and in time of disaster, if it is humanly possible to rescue everyone, then everyone should be rescued. well, prepare to be disabused of that quaint notion:

Rapture rescue will airlift you to safety. If you can afford it

The booming business of privatised disaster services in the US goes against the principle that every life is of equal value

I used to worry that the US was in the grip of extremists who sincerely believed the Apocalypse was coming and that they and their friends would be airlifted to heavenly safety. I have since reconsidered. The country is indeed in the grip of extremists who are determined to act out the biblical climax - the saving of the chosen and the burning of the masses - but without any divine intervention. Heaven can wait. Thanks to the booming business of privatised disaster services, we’re getting the Rapture right here on earth.

Just look at what is happening in southern California. Even as wildfires devoured whole swaths of the region, some homes in the heart of the inferno were left intact, as if saved by a higher power. But it wasn’t the hand of God; in several cases it was the handiwork of Firebreak Spray Systems. Firebreak is a special service offered to customers of insurance giant American International Group - but only if they happen to live in the wealthiest zip codes in the country. Members of the company’s Private Client Group pay an average of $19,000 to have their homes sprayed with fire retardant. During the fires, the “mobile units”, racing around in firetrucks, even extinguished fires for their clients.

[…]

And your home alone. “There were a few instances,” one of the private firefighters told Bloomberg News, “where we were spraying and the neighbour’s house went up like a candle.” With public fire departments cut to the bone, gone are the days of rapid response, when everyone was entitled to equal protection. Now, increasingly intense natural disasters will be met with the new model: Rapture response.

During last year’s hurricane season, Florida homeowners were offered similarly high-priced salvation by HelpJet, a travel agency launched with promises to turn “a hurricane evacuation into a jet-setter vacation”. For an annual fee, a company concierge takes care of everything: transport to the air terminal, luxurious travel, bookings at five-star resorts. Most of all, HelpJet is an escape hatch from the kind of government failure on display during Katrina. “No standing in lines, no hassle with crowds, just a first-class experience.”

Naomi Klein
Saturday November 3, 2007
The Guardian

read the full article
(i thought the Titanic was a better metaphor than the Rapture, but that’s just me - b. medusa)

what did Michael Moore say about our socialized rescue services in Sicko? hmm, i guess that was prior to Rescue Version 2.0.

by now everyone knows about the ongoing tragedy of Katrina (unless you’ve living in a cave for the last 2 years). you may not be aware of the treatment that was accorded to native americans or those assumed to be undocumented immigrants during the California fires. pay attention, because if you think paid rescue will allow “the little people”* to get in the way of providing the rich w/ “a first-class experience”, think again.

* that’s the rest of us, no matter how much better you think you are than “those people”

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